Thursday, February 12, 2009

K.A.W.A.N......aku bkn manusia yg sempurna....

Kawan.......aku mintak maaf.....aku bkn manusia sempurna....aku byk wat silap...mohon maaf andai selama kawan mengenal aku, terlalu byk aku mguris hati kau.....mungkin aku sedar dan mungkin aku sengaja.....Kawan....aku bingung....aku dah x mengenali diri sendiri,apatah lg memahami org lain....sometimes,mmg aku terasa dgn kau kawan....sensitive....sometimes, aku terlalu memendam rs.....sometimes aku berterus terang....tp aku berkasar....mungkin aku terlalu mengikut hati....kawan...aku mohon maaf....kerana seseorg yg mengubah seluruh hidup aku....aku x ingin lg disakiti....kawan...maaf....aku nk kau tahu....AKU BKN LG AKU.....andai aku menjauhi kau....ingatlah....itu x bermaksud aku benci....aku ingin cr ruang utk diri aku sendiri.....kawan...aku sgt menyayangi kau....ms aku ssh dan sedih....kau yg membantu....aku xlupe....sumpah....aku sgt menghargai....tp kerana ego,aku sembunyi....kawan....aku sayang kau...

Monday, February 2, 2009

Kebenaran Sebuah Kata2....


Ape itu kata-kata?
hehehehe....kata2 adalah sejenis objek abstrak yg xdpt dilihat mata kasar even pkai microskop pown...haha....kata2 yg baik keluar dr mulut insan yang sentiasa membersihkan mulutnyew...xkire la mgunakan Listerine or gne ubt gigi nabil..."Lu pk la sendirik..!"hahahaha...slalunyew kata2 yg baik keluar dr mulut insan budiman yg sentiase berzikir dan berfikir....kalo kata2 yg x bp ade moral value tuh confirm la tuannyew mls gosok gigi...minari...!
Adakah kata2 itu boley dipercayai?even kata2 org yg kononnye alim dan budiman?
Era ini,xde ape yg bole dipercayai....NAK CAKAP,APE2 POWN BOLEY CAKAP....
Itulah KEBENARAN SEBUAH KATA-KATA.....

Because I am A Girl.......

I just cant understand the hearts of men.They tell you they want you and then they leave you....This is the the 1st time , you're special....I believed those words and I was so happy..You should have told me you didn't like me anymore...!But I couldn't seen that and you just rushed me.Although I will curse you I'll still miss you...Since I am a girl , to whom love is everything.I heard that if you give up things too easily.To a man , he will get bored with you.I don't think this is wrong.A girl says that she will never be fooled again, but she will fall in love again....
Don't take advantage of a girl's willingness.To do anything for love and her caring instinct.I did not know that to be born as a girl , and to be love was so hard...Although I will curse you and still miss you....We separated today.You said you wanted me to be happy , and find a better person than you.You're just like every other man.Didn't you tell me you love me?Actually, I don't want you to be happy. What if you meet a girl who's prettier than me and live happily with her?what if you forget me and that hurts me so much?So much that I wanted to die...When I still love you so much....



My Destiny.....My Fate....

My hearts is still struggling to return to the long night...The promise made that early morning has become a lie and i cant go back.Our shadows are starting to move back to those days....You know that I am still waiting for you...Another day another night, but your future is going nowhere....Now living without your love , I can still picture your shaking shoulder....For now, my destiny is sad...I want to forget your eyes , your tears and sighs....Each day I take off the ring.I cant get go , still hiding my feelings..My mind wants to shout to send one last message...You know that my heart's beating for you....Another way , another line, I innocently believe in fate...But living without your love...we had to go back but I still want to hold your hand...My destiny is fading with memories...Together we can overcome winds , waves and clouds...Yes..I will go...If it can happen , give me one more chance...I want to spread my wings and fly over time..Another you , another me , would we have the same feelings if we were born again?So living without you near...meeting you in my dreams is enough....It is enough for me...Let it take away the pain...Another day, another night , we're both walking on our own paths...Now living without your love, I can still picture your shaking eyelids....For now , my destiny is sad...The last time we meet, you said that you love me true....I'm missing your tender touch..I'm missing you....

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Grrr....sgt2 mengundang kemarahan...!you know why?aku tgu punyew la lame nk download layout utk blog..hasilnye..?entah tulisan purba ape yg kluar.....cettt...!geram betul...minari..!

Day by Day....

Leave.....Finally I realize that I am nothing without you...I was so wrong...forgive me..My broken heart like a wave..My shaken heart like a wind..My heart vanished like smoke..It cant be removed like a tattoo.I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in.Only dusts are pilled up in my mind.I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you..But somehow I managed to live on longer than I thought.You dont answer anything as I cry out...,"I miss you.."I hope for a vain expectation but now its useless.What is it about that person next to you?Did she make you cry?...Dear,can you even see me?Did you forget completely?I am worried, I feel anxiety because I cant get close nor to try to talk to you..I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times..
Dont look back and leave.....Dont find me again and live on.Because I have no regrets from loving you...Take only the good memories.I can bear it in some way...I can stand in some way.....You should be happy if you are like this.I become dull day by day...oh boy...I cry...You are my all...say goodbye...If we pass by each other on the street, act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to.If you keep thinking about our past memories, I might go look for you secretly...Always be happy with her...so I won't ever get a different mind.Even smallest regret won't be left out ever..Please live well as if I should feel jealous.You should always be like that bright sky....like that white cloud...Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened...I hope your heart feel relieved.Please forget about me and live on.Those tears will dry completely as time passes by..I t would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all.Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever....I pray the happiness for you.......